it isn't me this year, no luck this year, and yet that ****** isabel got it.
fuck
jeez, how i hate her
and now i'm in her ******* group, and she's definitely going to be really selfish and grab all the work to do and keep telling how good she is, but problem is, it's not us that's not hardworking enough to help her up, is just that she doesn't even tell that she needs help and selfishly do it all.
and guess what? the teacher are just pratically blind, eyes all covered by isabel's smile and only see the goodness of her but see how bad we are
sometimes when i do something better than her, praised by the teachers, she would smile at me like saying wow, you're good, but...... i don't think she mean it.
everybody dislike her. :/

I hope to get the student of the year award,  I really want to get it........

don't really know how to start, but i know i still need to start anyway.
it's just that there so many things going to happen later on, and i kind a feel overloaded,
although i feel quite okay with that at first.
but now, when i finally know that actually I NEED TO WIN THE MEDAL THEN ONLY I CAN CONSIDER IT AS AN ACTIVITY IN ORDER TO GET THE STUDENT OF THE YEAR!
that's why now i kinda feel down. at first i thought maybe i'd finally have a chance.... but now..... urgh.

but some things make me kind a feel okay now..... that's friendship..
finally i've got a friend like su wei, who doesn't really care about my temper.
even if she cares, she will tell me straight.
and even a friend that is so crazy, that keeps making me laugh.
just like jing ni
how unbelievable
its like fate.
well, friendship is about fate too...

:)

rain rain go away
come again another day
:(

can't believe that I'm selected.
but it seems like my mum is not letting me go
BUT I WANT TO GO
&
I WILL MAKE HER LET ME GO.

:'-) i hope that she will let me.

YOU MUST BE CRAZY........

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